apostrophe bastard<p>My life is a constant tension between</p><p>a. Wanting to be All The Prepared, meet All The <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Deadlines" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Deadlines</span></a>, make Everyone Happy, Time All The Management</p><p>b. Wanting to # live my life, not <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/grind" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>grind</span></a> it away; to <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/create" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>create</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/explore" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>explore</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/love" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>love</span></a> my loved ones; to minimize the % of my life involving <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/email" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>email</span></a>; to not beat my head against things I don't enjoy</p><p>Thus, my life looks like a rolling disaster, sometimes, to some kinds of people.</p><p><a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/timeManagement" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>timeManagement</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/choices" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>choices</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/uncomfortable" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>uncomfortable</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/reality" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>reality</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MyTimeIsMine" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MyTimeIsMine</span></a></p>