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Well, if you like watching debates, you can try one of Matt Dillahunty's debates against apologists on YouTube.
The "Thinking Atheist" podcast features non-confrontational, reasonable takes on faith issues.
For books, the old standbys are Richard Dawkins's "The God Delusion", Christopher Hitchens's "God Is Not Great," Sam Harris's "Letter To a Christian Nation." There are other books related to faith by all three. If you're of a more philosophical bent, you can also explore Daniel Dennett's work.
There's alos a website, https://yourlogicalfallacyis.com, wherein you can explore the logical falliacies that theists engage in.
That's enough of a starter pack, I think. Good luck on your journey!
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